flower-blue (27 Feb 2007)

requited love
knows every desire
and tells me I’m a goddess
and my chest laughs

my lips blush
and my tongue
  says take me
(home)

but what pleasure is there
to carry on loving
that (heart) that no longer
  adores or longs for me

flower-blue
which petal is Hope
and which is Foolish

which is Steadfast
and which is
an insecurity

today I took the last
(I’ve lost count) petal
there is nothing more
  to loose

am I free (of you) yet?

do I love harder (27 Feb 2007)

do I love harder
  try harder
  dance harder
into my soul
upon this silent rock I want

make this easy!
god
isn’t that when it’s
  divine?

why when I fall in
  love and madness
can I think this is
  destined

surely you would love
  me as strongly
(I’d feel the sun all
  over me)

instead the glory I bathe
  is in you
this lovely madness
seems too hard now
  in your silence

say it like it is (27 Jul 2006)

I wish
I didn’t love you
  anymore
than you love me
than a fifth soul mate.

It’s about abundance
says Faith
but that’s not how it sounds
to me
  dispensable!
  ordinary!

hostage (4 Jul 2006)

of course I still love you
but I can’t say it
(you can’t hear it)

you’d think I’m holding you
  hostage